Chuck

Somewhere between reading textsfromlastnight and chuck palahniuk,
I lost you.
I could go on and on about the complications of our choice,
yet I'm intrigued by your late behavior.
The haircut.
The outfits.
The drinking.
The coke.

It makes me think that,
after all,
you're having a harder time than I ever did.
And it makes me cry.
But don't worry,
they're happy tears.